It's those lingering moments you never thought were possible, it's those untold feelings you thought you'd never feel, it's the loss that in your mind you'd never suffer.
It might have seemed as a sure fire-way out, a safe hideaway from all your creeping fears.
Though it's ironic how, in all this untroubled certainty, all you got to gaze at,
was just a mirror
to your past.
昔は有り得ないと思ったあの一瞬、決して感じないと思った、話せない気持ち、自分から考えて決して苦しまないあの損害。。。
安全な雨宿りに見えたかもしれない。自分の這い上がってる恐怖からを避難する為。。。
でも、その曇ってない確実の中で、結局見れたのは、
ただ自分の過去の鏡。
それは皮肉。
[Chalkidiki, Greece autumn sky/ハルキディキー、ギリシャ、秋の空]