It's been almost two years since I joined BSC.
I can't say time passed that quickly.
Those
two years, including almost one year of preparations, were full of
work, creativity, constantly moving from place to place with countless
airplanes, trains, buses along with my beloved suitcase and my best
friend: myself.
It felt like going back to school. I studied
hard indeed and I learnt many important lessons. No cheating, no copying
from the person sitting next to you.
Always with honesty and truth
being my guides. It might sound like the most difficult way to choose in
this industry, but I see it as the only way for me.
This is why I came to the decision to leave the band, which I believe is for the best interest of both BSC and me.
There's
been a lot of inevitable changes, which were beyond anyone's control,
but which I believe were the catalyst that brought me to another level,
both as a person and subsequently as an artist.
It was a challenge that I gladly accepted, in order to go to the next step.
I
remember in the beginning, when I was asked to join the band, I was a
closet musician who had never played with a band or gone on stage
before.
Although I was scared of failure, somewhere deep inside I knew I would make it in the end.
Of
course I had to push my limits every day and fight my personal demons
one by one, but I believe that in the end I passed the exams.
This
might have never happened, though, if it wasn't for everyone who
believed and trusted me: the band, my friends and of course each and
every one of you.
I met lots of amazing people during this fantastic
journey, I made many new and precious friends, together with everyone I
created lots of unforgettable memories and I saw many places and lots
of colourful, smiling faces. I honestly feel grateful, for all those
memories, whether they involved smiles or tears. I believe everything
happens for the best and evolution is the ultimate goal, in the end of
the day.
The end...which is a new beginning, dressed as sadness sometimes. Let this be temporary, because bright days lie ahead!
I'm sure all the members of BSC will never stop chasing their dream and nor will I.
Lastly,
I would like to say sorry to all the fans and everyone involved for
this sudden turn of events, but all of you who've been following me
along the way, know that I'm not a person who gives up halfway through,
or before I've done everything within my power. We shall meet again
soon.
Thank you from the bottom of my alien heart.
Sending you lots of love and light
Sophia
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