To look life in the face.

Always, to look life in the face.

And, to know it.

For what it is.

At last, to know it

To love it, for what it is.

And then...to put it away....




The Hoursという映画で好きなシーンの台詞。

正直、どう考えていいのか分からない。

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i know i have to face the reality....
a life


but it's just...
too hard and toooooooo painful.....
i can barely handle itあせる


i wish i could just delete all the memories,
with just one click.
i wish i never knew this person.

i know i had been pretending not to realize
what is actually happening between us.



but the time has come
to face it.


no more lies to myself.


oh my god, i never knew it could be this hard.
i feel im burnt out.
will i ever be okay?
will it really all get better in time??

Leona Lewisのこの曲に癒されます花