Hello People!!! 
This is a gift for one friend that I love so much!
(＝⌒▽⌒＝) My dearAsamo, enjoy it~!
Who would say...?
Ran a cold February afternoon... It snowed and my heart was broken…
--Hizaki… you're under arrest for murder with steel. You is entitled to keep silent, all that you says can be used in your against. You are entitled to a lawyer, if you can't pay, the state will designate one…--
I don't want to greet… And yes, what police's official said is certain, I murdered somebody…
Today I'm locked in a cell with a horrendous uniform to lines, two weeks ago I stopped to use my glamorous dresses, my exquisite perfume D&G… I stopped to use the machine to ruffle my coppery hair.
The life can't be worse, everything to my around not worth more than a shit.
I no longer care what anybody think of me, I'm not more the Hizaki that looks like a princess. I sometimes wonder if will be better that I go to bed in a coffin and they cover me with earth while I still continue alive.
Today I realize the world falsehood in which I lived during my years of years of sentimental relationships with those vampire!
A sentimental relationship wrapped in fine silk threads, threads that blinded me… threads with those that myself knitted my mask… threads with those that I hung myself…
-- why are you here? -- asked me my imprisoned partner
Today I'm thinking in like everything happened, and my cell partner asked me to share my history with him; and why no?
--I murdered somebody--I responded without feelings.
--And you say this way it so coldly?--asked me
--After that, my soul is so cold that I don't know how to speak…--
--Would you count me?--
--Before… I want you to know that today would be the day of my wedding…--
--You’ll marry?--
--Yes… but I'll count you the history so that you can understand. Everything happened two weeks ago one Wednesday in the afternoon…--
I began to count him the history, history that you will know now:
~ Two weeks ago ~
Hizaki was so happy two weeks ago…
Anything could be better for me, I had all that needed.
I had money, not a lot but the necessary. I had fame thanks to my band VersaillesPQ. I also had the love of somebody that said to love me without conditions. And I had the best friends in the world… And of a moment to other everything changed and all vanished as the smoke of a forgotten cigarette… quicker of that than a crack of these fine fingers that I managed a beautiful white guitar in a work to "he" was called "Ascendead Master"
I was never prepared for what would see that cold afternoon of March, in the living room of rehearsals of the band… That damned day I walked with calm and happy, but I crossed the threshold of the door my life was collapsed…
Everything one came on me like a house without supports.
There, on the billiards table, groaning as dogs in zeal, were two more important people for me… My beloved Kamijo, and my best friend in the world, Teru.
When them two realized my presence they exclaimed to the unison, the more known and idiot sentence that can exist:
--It is not what you believe!!--they screamed
what I did? How did I react? I held my dress and I lifted it while I ran far…
They are those moments when you want to have wings for can fly, to fly very high until getting lost in the sky…
--It is not what you think! -- repeated
If what I believed was not, please that somebody explains to me, What are making a naked man with his legs open up, in front of another in equal conditions but of foot? What I believed is not? They are not having sex?
--Waith Hizaki!!-- scream, Kamijo had dignity and ran pursuing me, half naked.
--What do you want? --I asked nervous, humiliated, sad when I rotated myself and I decided to face it
--Forgive me… I love you!!--
--What? how do you dare to say that You loves me? when somebody owner to somebody, never betrays--
--But do I love you you aren’t happy for that reason?--
--NO!!--I began to cry-- I'm not happy for that reason… How can you be so cynic?--
--My love… I'm not being cynic… I only tell you that I love you with all my soul--
Did he love me? With his soul? That said him when we had breakfast together, when finished the rehearsals, when he hugged me… that he said each second…
--HOW DEVILS DO YOU DARE TO SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME? Don't you realize what I have seen you fucking with my best friend!!?--
--It was not what you believed Hiza… Me only was…--
--You what? Revising it? I didn't know that you were gynecologist ¡Because now Teru is a bitch! You changed Me for my best friend!!--
--You know that it would not change you for something or somebody--
--BASTARD!!--I began to hit him the chest while I cried-- WE'LL MARRY KAMIJO… we will marry…--I screamed him and it hit it with more force.
We will marry in two weeks, for that reason it was so happy, we had already gotten the permission to carry out the marriage without caring that both were men.
I was in love.
--DAMNED BASTARD SON OF BITCH!!--I screamed with all my forces feeling like it allowed to leave my throat together with that cry.
--Still you…?--
--Still me anything! I became in your mademoiselle for anything! I made you my vampire for anything!--
--I’m so sorry…--
--For how long? --I asked almost in a whispered
--For how log, what?--
--For how long did you deceive me? Did they see me idiot's face for how long? For how long did I live locked in a bubble of falsehood? For when time slept with my enemy? FOR HOW LONG?--
--Two years--
--Two years? TWO YEARS!? but we take one years of relationship. So quick you got bored of me?--
--It is not that I bored you… it is that…--
--Is it that What? did you Want a doll that adorned your bed kamijo? Did that want? A doll with which you could play? A doll with which you could have sex and nothing else? Why did you request me marriage if you were with him? Did you plan to continue deceiving me with him when we were married?--
--No… sincerely I didn't plan to make it--
--Now I understand because one day I found a coat of Teru in OUR house. You went to bed with him in the same bed in which made it with me, THAT IS CRUEL--
Was there in the world bigger cynicism? Bigger deceit? Did that exist?
Of anything it served me to accept their proposal of weddings, of anything it served me to leave to my family to follow it, of anything it served me to accept to speak with him in the house.
He told me that we should calmly speak so we go to the house… Our house… Or rather, the one that had been our house. Being there took me to the room and we speak with "calm" or at least apparent calm.
- Please! forgive me!--he begged.
I finished accepting his pardon… or at least that believed in that moment…
At night I knew that I could not live with that torture… it could not accept that pardon, a dirty pardon full with betrayal.
He was beautiful I don't have because to deny it, he really shone as a vampire, their skin so white rested on the bed and me to their side, in the same bed in which had sex with me every morning and maybe in the night with him. In the same bed that he would fill with their candy blood… In the same bed that filled with his blood… Of blood…
I walked with firm steps toward the kitchen…
I open the drawer where we kept the knives and forks of Italian silver
I chose the biggest knife…
I undressed my arm…
I thought… I Thought… I Thought and I cried… I Cried… I Cried…
I ran toward the room and for that reason I’m here today…
~~
That action that I made had been a fight to death among a love without measures and an invincible cowardice, and at the end could more the irrational fear that I always had to my heart.
--Slip a knife from the windpipe of Kamijo until their breastbone… That made…--
--Hizaki before the jury and the present, I declare it guilty for the murder of the civic Yuuji Kamijo with steel, and it will be sentenced to ten years of condemnation--
The hit of the mallet against the wooden foil made me open the eyes…
I knew then that it was a quite long condemnation, it won't maybe support it…
And not only that, the fact of when leaving of there and to face the world won't be easy and I won't have value!
I preferred a suicide…
They say that the suicide is the exit of the cowards
~~
Now I know that in a future not very distant I won't be more than a simple soul in pain that will wander for the one that once was my house, meeting sadly with the soul of the one who at some time was the love of my life…
I will wander for the world tormenting the soul of the one who once was my best friend: Teru, also taking he to the suicide… And now that I know it, they will find their starry body and exploded against the floor, with the open and cracked skull when having been thrown of a balcony, with their beautiful blue veins totally torn until the point of being left their skin, the same as those beautiful ones blue.
And they will also find Masashi and Yuki with a shot in the head to have been accomplices during so much time.
I also found out the form easier of putting an end to all my suffering… Some officials will find in my cell an armed braid with my own hair, a braid that was tied around my neck, a braid that impeded me the step of the oxygen…
Who would say that my beautiful coppery hair would become my own kill?
This is a gift for one friend that I love so much!
(＝⌒▽⌒＝) My dearAsamo, enjoy it~!
Who would say...?
Ran a cold February afternoon... It snowed and my heart was broken…
--Hizaki… you're under arrest for murder with steel. You is entitled to keep silent, all that you says can be used in your against. You are entitled to a lawyer, if you can't pay, the state will designate one…--
I don't want to greet… And yes, what police's official said is certain, I murdered somebody…
Today I'm locked in a cell with a horrendous uniform to lines, two weeks ago I stopped to use my glamorous dresses, my exquisite perfume D&G… I stopped to use the machine to ruffle my coppery hair.
The life can't be worse, everything to my around not worth more than a shit.
I no longer care what anybody think of me, I'm not more the Hizaki that looks like a princess. I sometimes wonder if will be better that I go to bed in a coffin and they cover me with earth while I still continue alive.
Today I realize the world falsehood in which I lived during my years of years of sentimental relationships with those vampire!
A sentimental relationship wrapped in fine silk threads, threads that blinded me… threads with those that myself knitted my mask… threads with those that I hung myself…
-- why are you here? -- asked me my imprisoned partner
Today I'm thinking in like everything happened, and my cell partner asked me to share my history with him; and why no?
--I murdered somebody--I responded without feelings.
--And you say this way it so coldly?--asked me
--After that, my soul is so cold that I don't know how to speak…--
--Would you count me?--
--Before… I want you to know that today would be the day of my wedding…--
--You’ll marry?--
--Yes… but I'll count you the history so that you can understand. Everything happened two weeks ago one Wednesday in the afternoon…--
I began to count him the history, history that you will know now:
~ Two weeks ago ~
Hizaki was so happy two weeks ago…
Anything could be better for me, I had all that needed.
I had money, not a lot but the necessary. I had fame thanks to my band VersaillesPQ. I also had the love of somebody that said to love me without conditions. And I had the best friends in the world… And of a moment to other everything changed and all vanished as the smoke of a forgotten cigarette… quicker of that than a crack of these fine fingers that I managed a beautiful white guitar in a work to "he" was called "Ascendead Master"
I was never prepared for what would see that cold afternoon of March, in the living room of rehearsals of the band… That damned day I walked with calm and happy, but I crossed the threshold of the door my life was collapsed…
Everything one came on me like a house without supports.
There, on the billiards table, groaning as dogs in zeal, were two more important people for me… My beloved Kamijo, and my best friend in the world, Teru.
When them two realized my presence they exclaimed to the unison, the more known and idiot sentence that can exist:
--It is not what you believe!!--they screamed
what I did? How did I react? I held my dress and I lifted it while I ran far…
They are those moments when you want to have wings for can fly, to fly very high until getting lost in the sky…
--It is not what you think! -- repeated
If what I believed was not, please that somebody explains to me, What are making a naked man with his legs open up, in front of another in equal conditions but of foot? What I believed is not? They are not having sex?
--Waith Hizaki!!-- scream, Kamijo had dignity and ran pursuing me, half naked.
--What do you want? --I asked nervous, humiliated, sad when I rotated myself and I decided to face it
--Forgive me… I love you!!--
--What? how do you dare to say that You loves me? when somebody owner to somebody, never betrays--
--But do I love you you aren’t happy for that reason?--
--NO!!--I began to cry-- I'm not happy for that reason… How can you be so cynic?--
--My love… I'm not being cynic… I only tell you that I love you with all my soul--
Did he love me? With his soul? That said him when we had breakfast together, when finished the rehearsals, when he hugged me… that he said each second…
--HOW DEVILS DO YOU DARE TO SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME? Don't you realize what I have seen you fucking with my best friend!!?--
--It was not what you believed Hiza… Me only was…--
--You what? Revising it? I didn't know that you were gynecologist ¡Because now Teru is a bitch! You changed Me for my best friend!!--
--You know that it would not change you for something or somebody--
--BASTARD!!--I began to hit him the chest while I cried-- WE'LL MARRY KAMIJO… we will marry…--I screamed him and it hit it with more force.
We will marry in two weeks, for that reason it was so happy, we had already gotten the permission to carry out the marriage without caring that both were men.
I was in love.
--DAMNED BASTARD SON OF BITCH!!--I screamed with all my forces feeling like it allowed to leave my throat together with that cry.
--Still you…?--
--Still me anything! I became in your mademoiselle for anything! I made you my vampire for anything!--
--I’m so sorry…--
--For how long? --I asked almost in a whispered
--For how log, what?--
--For how long did you deceive me? Did they see me idiot's face for how long? For how long did I live locked in a bubble of falsehood? For when time slept with my enemy? FOR HOW LONG?--
--Two years--
--Two years? TWO YEARS!? but we take one years of relationship. So quick you got bored of me?--
--It is not that I bored you… it is that…--
--Is it that What? did you Want a doll that adorned your bed kamijo? Did that want? A doll with which you could play? A doll with which you could have sex and nothing else? Why did you request me marriage if you were with him? Did you plan to continue deceiving me with him when we were married?--
--No… sincerely I didn't plan to make it--
--Now I understand because one day I found a coat of Teru in OUR house. You went to bed with him in the same bed in which made it with me, THAT IS CRUEL--
Was there in the world bigger cynicism? Bigger deceit? Did that exist?
Of anything it served me to accept their proposal of weddings, of anything it served me to leave to my family to follow it, of anything it served me to accept to speak with him in the house.
He told me that we should calmly speak so we go to the house… Our house… Or rather, the one that had been our house. Being there took me to the room and we speak with "calm" or at least apparent calm.
- Please! forgive me!--he begged.
I finished accepting his pardon… or at least that believed in that moment…
At night I knew that I could not live with that torture… it could not accept that pardon, a dirty pardon full with betrayal.
He was beautiful I don't have because to deny it, he really shone as a vampire, their skin so white rested on the bed and me to their side, in the same bed in which had sex with me every morning and maybe in the night with him. In the same bed that he would fill with their candy blood… In the same bed that filled with his blood… Of blood…
I walked with firm steps toward the kitchen…
I open the drawer where we kept the knives and forks of Italian silver
I chose the biggest knife…
I undressed my arm…
I thought… I Thought… I Thought and I cried… I Cried… I Cried…
I ran toward the room and for that reason I’m here today…
~~
That action that I made had been a fight to death among a love without measures and an invincible cowardice, and at the end could more the irrational fear that I always had to my heart.
--Slip a knife from the windpipe of Kamijo until their breastbone… That made…--
--Hizaki before the jury and the present, I declare it guilty for the murder of the civic Yuuji Kamijo with steel, and it will be sentenced to ten years of condemnation--
The hit of the mallet against the wooden foil made me open the eyes…
I knew then that it was a quite long condemnation, it won't maybe support it…
And not only that, the fact of when leaving of there and to face the world won't be easy and I won't have value!
I preferred a suicide…
They say that the suicide is the exit of the cowards
~~
Now I know that in a future not very distant I won't be more than a simple soul in pain that will wander for the one that once was my house, meeting sadly with the soul of the one who at some time was the love of my life…
I will wander for the world tormenting the soul of the one who once was my best friend: Teru, also taking he to the suicide… And now that I know it, they will find their starry body and exploded against the floor, with the open and cracked skull when having been thrown of a balcony, with their beautiful blue veins totally torn until the point of being left their skin, the same as those beautiful ones blue.
And they will also find Masashi and Yuki with a shot in the head to have been accomplices during so much time.
I also found out the form easier of putting an end to all my suffering… Some officials will find in my cell an armed braid with my own hair, a braid that was tied around my neck, a braid that impeded me the step of the oxygen…
Who would say that my beautiful coppery hair would become my own kill?
