Mmm...

Now, It's long time since I wrote the last diary before...

I've been away from English recently, so I can't help worrying about if my English skills are becoming worse...

Anyway, I'm just finished the entrance exam for a graduate school.
I'm planning to try to keep studying English on a dairy basis, even 1 hour per day at least.

By the way, the time I have left until I get into a society is not so much.
It might be passing faster than I'm thinking.

That's why I wanna cherish the rest of time, with a wide vision.

I'll hang in there after tomorrow with a new soul.

The spring has come

in unusual way.

The nature world is turning into green.
This is the season which makes us cheerful, except for 2011's spring.

After I wrote the last diary, what I had never expected happened.
3th of March.
The massive earthquake hit the northern part of Japan.
The damage was incredibly horrible one that I have never seen before.
A great number of places, people and things were swept away by tsunami.
A lot of deep sorrow covered the devastated areas.
People there were unable to do anything but just sit by seeing their lives were destroyed.
Victims are still spending refuge lives even a month has passed.

To be honest, I feel somehow this is happening in a completely different place where is not actually existing.
Because I'm living here as always. spending almost unchanged life.
That's what I'm afraid of.

Even my generation will has to be thinking future Japan.
We have a really really big role for tackling this huge difficulty.

I might be helpless at the moment.
I might not be able to think of it as a big problem.
But, I think I have to keep considering this tragic event over next decades, or over my entire life, with the belief that this will lead to something helpful in the future.

That's all that I can do now as a helpless person.

February has gone, and...

It's so early.
In this month, what on earth have I been done?
People say time is money. I strongly agree that now.

After my return to Japan, there were nothing special, I feel.
Basically, I studied everyday, sometimes went to the university for things to do.
and enjoyed my life in a sharehouse. Lots of fun.
That feels like I'm still in abroad. feels like the life in Australia is going on.

Come to think of it, I met a lot lot lot of people, variety of people from different countries.
There were many precious encounters this year.

I'm sure I'll meet further more people next year, and experience things I've never faced before.

Every single person is forming a part of me, maybe.

Someone said that when you introduce yourself, if you can explain it through people around you, not by explaining only yourself, you must be a fascinating person.

This, myself is existing thanks to those people.
I'll be valueless unless they aren't existing.

I wanna put that thing into somewhere in my mind.