Yesterday, I was in a good condition due to 9 hours sleep. Today I took 8 hours sleep. I'm not sure whether I'm fine today and whether I can finish my works, but I have no way but to do them.
The freshman in my high school have been staying home since it was found that someone in first year students turned out to have a positive reaction to the COVID-19. The situation have continued for 2 days. What's more, one of the senior in my school was found that he or she was COVID positive. Due to this, the senior have to stay home without remote classes. It means that only we, the sophomore, do have usual classes. We can occupy whole the school building because there have been no junior high school students. I will be able to recognize all the students I meet in the school as the same year. I have nothing to say more.
I was so fine that I felt I can do anything. Because of this thought, I cut my study and watching some videos in Youtube. I watched a movie about a free game "Nursing". Besides cute characters there are many attractive points such as a serious main theme based on experience of adolecent feeling. In addition, I watched videos about "mushroom and Nun" and "My Illustrated Diary". I felt the character "Konu" in the former game pretty. Someday I want draw her. The later was just scary.
From time to time, a game livestreaming comforts me a lot. It is because free games have often pretty characters and serious messages. Since each game has many different world of view, I can think that I can know a new world. It appears to be difficult to continue this playing since I have lots of work to do, but I can think it is a good thing to enjoy these entertainment because I couldn't do them in summer vacation.
Today's song: Kikuo - バツ猫 - YouTube
I have a suicidal feeling even I took 9 hours sleep in schooltime. When I feel it strongly, I am singing this song in my heart. I also draw a picture of a cat with big bags under her eyes. I cannot draw a certain character since I don't want to hurt him anymore.
Anyway I have a suicidal feeling spending time in the class. I couldn't say a word in a little bit louder voice. But after a few hours later, I forgot completely what I was troubled. I thought this is what they call resilience.
I watched a wonderful animation movie made in Flipnote. If you have an interest, you can find it in Youtube.
See you tomorrow!!