LIterally ir was the last day of my 16 age. I finished it in the clamor of the work. Now I can see the slight sunlighten white sky clearest of these days. I want to fill the happniess of being born in this world just for now.
I had a dream, but today's was not so bad. Rather I feel it was a kind of implication of my future. I think it is a good thing to believe just what I want to believe in such a time.
Probably I was participating a camp for high school students like me. I was in an elevator with one of my best friend. (She is my friend in this year's summer camp in realm too) The elevator cost us one hundred yen to get on. There is a thing like a box to put one hundred yen coin, after we put the coin in the crevice of it, the box discharge another one hundred yen. It means you can be paid back one hundred yen. I guess this system was like a collateral: we have to guarantee taking the elevator from the beginning to the end. I don't know whether there were people who try to get off in the middle.
But I couldn't guess such a system in the dream. I just thought that I have to pay back one hundred yen. So I decided to bring 100 yen afterhand. When the elevator arrived at my destination, the box eliminated 100 yen. Surprisingly, the 100 yen was not a Japanese one:it was a foreign 100 yen! There was a small picture of something blue and some English letters were written in a gorgeous font. I can't remember what was written on the back. Anyway it was so cool that I can't stop raising it in front of my eyes and watching it. I left my friend behind in the elevator and walked around for a while watching it. I decided not to throw the coin away whatever happen.
I can also remember another dream. I don't know the mening of it, but I want to write it down for reference.
I was sitting in a dining in my home. There were a lot of cuisines on the table, but I couldn't see them because of the darkness. I can see a chocolate nun, donuts with chocolateships, which were from big one to small one, a big sweet breads and so on. All of these foods were full of suger and fat, but that was the thing I really wanted to eat, maybe. Unfortunately, however, I have to finish the dream and wake up in the clearest air with just choosing one of them, without eating them.
I also participated an info session of Lake Forest, Earlham, Mount Holyoke, and Knox. I could raise my hand and ask some questions rather than yesterday. It was really fun. I want to work harder to go to these colleges.
Today's song:【歌ってみた】少女レイ covered by 花譜 - YouTube
I don't know the song which illustrates the loneliness and beauty of youth more vividly than this song.
See you tomorrow!!