Today it was hard for me to write this diary in the morning because I have no time. I had a math homework yet. I finished it today, but I'll write about this tomorrow.
Today's song:きゅうくらりん / いよわ feat.可不（Kyu-kurarin / Iyowa feat.Kafu） - YouTube
Today was the day that this song was released. I had decided to listen this song after I finished my Japanese homework.
My first feeling was "It's cute!" The girl in music video is somewhat real, but has fragile prettiness. And, as is often the case with Iyowa's songs, something get wrong as the song goes on. Finally something big happens to this frail girl. I don't write about it in detail because it may be spoiler, so if you want to know more about this song, please click the link above and listen to the original. I guess all the people who listen to this, especially who don't familiar with vocaloid songs, will be surprised by this end. I spend today singing this song in my mind.
I don't see the girl who wears many cute bobby pins like this girl. I love the meaningful pins, in particular the flower's. I know other girls in animation movie who put some flowers in their hair, so I want to do it aomeday.
A character who is said to ba a motif of this song in a certain gal game has a mental problem: it may be a depression. What's more, she is treated as an old friend of player and had a secret affection to the player. But somehow she meets a grisly end in one of the route of the game. The situation in the game reminds me of the real situation I am faced with. I want to write about this with more detail tomorrow.
Yersterday, I spent all of my time completing the Japanese homework. Because I had some depressive feeling in July and didn't do any homework, I ended up to do them in the end of August. I felt like I was paying the price for the skipping, but I had to do it in order to pay all of my failure back. Fortunatelly I finished all of the homework in Sunday. I was even anxious about whether I can finish this work. I felt some depression even in the morning. But, anyway, I succeeded to complete the task and submit it in time.
I was also browsing some pictures about my old memories so as to create two brief songs, Tanka. I was imposed to make them by Yesterday. It was a little bit meaningless to dig up the happiest moment in my life, but I had to do that. Eventually I created Tanka based on COVID-19 and a mole. It means that I succeeded to keep my faith from others.
See you tomorrow!!