I remembered my summer English homework. I was keeping such an English diary every single day in my summer vacation. However, there was a bit difference compared with this one. Every single day, I set a goal of something. I had the day that I was aiming to learn something about society. I had also the day that I decided to spend whole of the day resting and relaxing. On the other hand, nowadays I'm writing everything whatever comes to my mind. I don't care about what I want to do even I have an opportunity to think about it. It is like a discharging. Therefore, I decided to make daily objective from today.
Today's objective is "To deepen my understand about Kamakura age".
I want to add "To make it clear what to do for comitee activity on next week".
The day before yesterday, I experienced a depression in the morning. I don't know why, but I couldn't help think about suicide. However, no sooner did I overcome this feeling than I ate lunch. As I can find from this case, I'm a person who feel a little sick if I don't have enough meal or feel hungry. It is not a system that hungry come first, but depression caused the deficiency come first. So I decided to take more food as breakfast, especially carbohydrate. I hadn't mentioned before, but I have high interest in food. I care about what to eat every single day. I think food is a natural medicine. If I had a nutritious food, I can get healthier. However, if I had a junk food, it is hard to maintain the good condition. It is like an education or mass media(I know this seems a forced analogy, but please overlook it). All of them have a big effect from cradle to grave. That's why I'm interested in these areas. I want to research more about these fields.
I was researching about monks in Kamakra age to learn by heart them. I met many interesting people and books by doing so. For instance, there is a book called "Shohogengi". This book was written by Dogen, a founder of Soto School, one of the buddhist sects that came from China. He respected practicing Zen, just sitting. And, the book Shohogengi is difficult to digest. I read one of the sentences yesterday, but I had no feeling but think that the book was much more difficult than I thought. I was like trying to reach out to get something, but I just realize my shortness of height. According to one website, this book is highly appreciated by Steve Jobs. If one heard this fact, all the people can't begin reading, don't they?
Today's song:(4) 【初音ミク】 ウミユリ海底譚 【オリジナル曲】 - YouTube
I can remeber an animation movie made by flipnote using this song. This was made by my first friend in Flipnote. I can't forget.
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