recently, i have been stressed out so much, probably, there have been so many things which made me feel sick, esp one of my favorite persons passed away caz of unknown reason. it made me feel so sad and i am still missing him so much, i just feel that it is kind of easy that people can loose the importnant person.
i saw him a couple of months ago and he was being fine on the stage and i was so excited to see his performance again soon, but unfortunately, it will never come forever, since he is gone.
probably, i will continue missing him until i will know the reason of his death. now only i can do is that hope he will be rest in peace and there will be nothing which make him worried.
thanks, yuu san. hope i can see you somewhere soooon and want too see you on the stage!
another thing which made me feel sick recently is that my boss in the office.
i just dont like the environment where i am working currently.
there are a lot of people who are so nice to me and close to me, but some of the people are so mean to me. maybe, i am not good at working there or he just does not like me.
マジでやめてやろうと思う・