i went to my grandma grave in Yokohama. i have not been there for a while. at least i have not been there since i came back in Japan in this winter.......what i did there today was that i have to let her know that i could officially graduate University in the US and now i am doing well in Tokyo. oh, well, it passed already 10 years since she passed away in 1999. I am still missing her and hope she still can see from the heaven. she is the only person who i really went to thsomebody close to me funeral. it was really sad time and i even think that time will never come forever and we do not have to be sad again, but it cannot happen. the human will die someday. nobody knows it will come soon or late. thats why we have to enjoy our own life and we have to love somebody who is important. we have to learn as much as possible. BUT i really dont wanna lost somebody who is important to me, esp my family......there is nothing important more than them.
now, i am studying about the international relations and i have to make a essay about it. i am intersted in this field, but i really have no idea what to write and i must research about that.
anyway, dont think toooo much and take it easy! relax is needed in my life!
Rui