This is the first blog of mine,
but I need to start with the worst sin I made.

Currently, I am on the verge of losing my most precious wife.

We have got married in the end of 2008, and we have the cutest 9-month-old son.
It was very happy days since the baby was born.

The explicit problem is that I played with a girl.
But when taking into deeper consideration, there was a huge gap between my wife and me.

Honestly, since like 6 months ago, the fundamental problem had gradually come up to the surface.
I turned it aside, because those were all too tiring for me.

The circumstance is more than hopeless... I know it.
But I can never give up getting her back... in all of my life.

Anyway, It was obviously, 100% my fault.

if I completely lost her, I would absolutely be the "living dead".