hello there blog....
this will be my last post as a teenager
it's not like im gonna change or anything in fact, it's few minutes to 12, i will be 20 years old and im still the same
i spent my last day of being a teenager wisely.
i went to work. go for a drive in morning and afternoon while listening to music, shopping for myself. although i was lonely, i had fun and proud of myself.
im not excited either....
i dont want to be an adult!
how immature of me for saying that but i dont care anymore....
but....
i feel grateful for my teenage life and the people in it.
im not prepared for any speeches or anything to do this blog.
being a teen.... was something i always enjoy...during school times, me and my friends would go out after school, eat together in class and so on....
i was allowed to be immature then. but i grew up and bit by bit.... i realise i have become mature....
i would always feel nostalgia whenever i think of my past
how childish i was, troublesome, bratty, get angry easily.
going through my rebellious age. i wasnt really good girl. i get impatient. stubborn. hotheaded. competitive.
well....
it's time to move on....
im not who i was anymore.... im glad that i could be mature before turning 20
i never thought i could made my parents proud... and i did.
i grew up learning life isnt easy.
but i've got a job now. im still studying. i have my own money. i got my own license
i dont haveto trouble my parents anymore.
i will never forget those cheerful days
i will never forget the ups and downs that have happened in me for the past 20 years.
i have achieve so much even if it's little
im grateful for my family and friends that were always there for me.
im thankful for them.
im even grateful of knowing japan. especially my old fav group hey say jump
if it werent for my influence of japan, i wouldnt be here.
im also thankful for the secret people who read my blog.
i will never forget and will keep going on to my future.
.....Thank You My Teens....
Hashimoto Risako