Tokyo was very hard place to do business for me and I supposed a lot of type of men and women were spending time so as to keep their life events safely. The way to organize these system is different from that of the others, because the mission is actually to connect Japanese culture with the world. This time I and my siblings, friends and so on was so confused, for the world moving very swiftly. The games are fantastic, too speedy to maintain our consciousness of my own and also I doubt whether my conscience are able to lead or not. I consider that just the reasons are people's background and growth habits, basic values and promises with others, which devide our residential area, educational discipline or creative minds. /1
Time is money. I hope. Now I'm 40's and I don't want to be left behind by others, at least at the point of the ability for professional career. Some says you cannot be that, but I had have continued learning so much time in my 20's and 30's of both. Though I couldn't do anything else except for that, I am confident of my learning skills. But, it differs from a sort of self-confident that make me angry for anything violently so much. How can I say? I have lost many things because of my trauma and medical treatment. I just became aware of not being careless, and some hesitation would have been and be allowed when I talk this kind of writing. So, I would like to think of my imagination and discipline having some other people have good occasion to act properly. And, surely I pray for the people surrounding me being hopeful and spend good time./2