im going to give next week a solid shot (maybe the 10th time ive told this to myself before). this time ill plan stuff out. i guess ill see how it goes.
monday: im going to try to write 5-15 pages of the script ive been working on for a long time. im also going to try to read 20 pages.
tuesday: im going to try to work on music again. at least in some way.
wednesday: i want to try to see a movie. idk what ill see though. something asian maybe. i could rewatch a favorite too. i cant lie and pretend i havent thought about only yesterday and drive my car everyday for the last few weeks. oh and taipei story.
thursday: watch some anime and read some manga. idk what ill watch or read though.
friday: exercise and some japanese. nothing major. might go for a long walk and just review japanese on my ipad.
saturday-sunday: gaming. but ive been gaming a lot on my steam deck so ill probably do this naturally during the week.
i dont want this to feel hard. im just going to try my best. im unsure if i will fail again but ive failed enough to where i wont be really bothered by it. i dont mind anything right now not changing i need to just breathe. im excited for therapy again. tomorrow will be nice too. at the end of the week i am going to analyze each task and see what felt the most natural to me and what i want to try to pursue with a bit more effort. thats about it. maybe ill rank these things based on how i feel about them 1-10 at the end of the week. that excites me a lot actually.
thank u and have a good day