Figuring existence out isn't ever easy
Sometimes it makes me sick and queazy
As it can be devastatingly disheartening
While at the aforesaid incident illuminating
Life is congested of paradoxes and principles
Not all are smartly digestible
Some turn your stomach and give the impression of being detestable
Dealing beside relations who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life without doubt is a challenge
Just annoying to livelihood your mental stability
Internally be the owner of your life-force in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your energy relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and each one else happy
That seems same a persuaded impossibility
Yet aware with discontents in disharmony
Who quetch and hurl a pity party
Is a impede unbearable
It makes being sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should pane a formulate and go global
Say goodbye to this nonsense
That seems baffling and makes no sense
But later in attendance is the current battle
Between the have need of for closeness and privacy
Such contradictions are too irrational for me
Perhaps there is a part spiritually
That inwardly unsocial will wrap up me
If that is so, than locomote briskly God Almighty
And enough me beside your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and hunch on material possession above
For that which I promise beside here below
Is commonly nix more than a proud show
Life is reasonably the rat race, e'er on the go
Surely near is more to this than meets the eye
To carry on look-alike this day by day is to at length cry
Therefore undo up the skies and send away your glory
To show to me your ways and piece of writing my being story
Life's complexities are too by a long way for me
Come against the clock and change me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be happily comfortable beside me
Regardless of how others consciousness give or take a few me
Settle my spirit and trademark me whole
For the atmospheric condition of duration are taking their toll
On this early man's treasured inner self.