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So, weekend again. Thanks.

(=^・・^=)


.... Feeling quite annoyed about the behavior of a couple of people these days...
These relationships seem to be way way waaay to much unilateral.

The person just talks to you if you are the first one to make contact, never otherwise.
Or, yet, the person keep saying things that make you upset, so they feel on the top.

.... Just sad and disappointing.



... Now, about college stuff!
It seems my grades are better than I expected, you know. XD~~
I was just able to choose all the projects I wanted for the semester without any troble. ^w^






Also, gotta start my AuDITIONS project, because.... we never know. ^w^


AND. Two weeks for Mr. Testino opening.
So far. So good.


Gonna stop allowing those people bad energy to affect me.

Maybe an even colder Rapha will make appearance now, but... I need to learn not to be so soft hearted with people who do not deserve it. ^^


But~~ there are also and always good reasons to look forward. ^.~

寒さ。

I don't like this kind of weather.
It makes me feel depressive....

That's was how my first day in Tokyo was like.
I couldn't endure much time at the streets. Was back to the hotel by 4pm.... It was the fever making me dizzy...

Still, by that time I had a reason to fight for. I had a reason to flight 26hours to go, and another 26 hours to come back home.

Now... I really don't know.
But, still, wouldn't mind falling for you all over again.

You.

you were the first one to see directly through all the masks i use to hide these feelings.

and by that time it was not passed even a damn our since we had exchanged our first words.

probably that's why i thought you could and wanted to help me to reach him.

but, if somehow it was all a big mistake, well, sorry to trouble you and for taking your precious time, sir.





you know what, lovely big moon, sometimes i miss the little rapha of 10 years ago. i guess she was so much easily happy.....


anywayss... life goes on.
and my red baby will be with me sooner than i thought!! thanks, dad!♡

and let's keep moving. it's not like college will wait for my moody days.



ok.