you were the first one to see directly through all the masks i use to hide these feelings.

and by that time it was not passed even a damn our since we had exchanged our first words.

probably that's why i thought you could and wanted to help me to reach him.

but, if somehow it was all a big mistake, well, sorry to trouble you and for taking your precious time, sir.





you know what, lovely big moon, sometimes i miss the little rapha of 10 years ago. i guess she was so much easily happy.....


anywayss... life goes on.
and my red baby will be with me sooner than i thought!! thanks, dad!♡

and let's keep moving. it's not like college will wait for my moody days.



ok.