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04Nov
- I'm ready
  After being sick for two weeksI feel so much love.During these two weeks I was gone I could feel the love of all the people around me.Even my students were worried about me.I experienced this feeling just briefly in the past.I never realized how powerful is saying "I miss you" .
28Sep
- city of goodbyes
  Tomorrow will be my first anniversary here in japanand yet I have to say goodbye once again.During this year I meet so many peopleI loved and recived so much love by many people I don't know if I'll ever see again.My time in this city is limited as well.I am not sure about what will I do in the future.If I can stay, I'd like to stay but I'm afraid there will be no meaning in staying without the people I loved so much.during this year I learnt, home is not a place.love love love
14Sep
- peaceful thoughts
  This week started pretty good.I had an awesome chat with one of my coworkers on monday.I like the eigokaiwa cafe.Yesterday, at my second job, my manager taught me how to do mind mapping.He thanked me and said it was a good one.I want to practice what I learnd, it makes me want to read about psychology again.Then today, I was feeling a little bit down so I decided to stay outside.I walked back home with Eva.Doing some exercise helped me relax.I'm going to miss her so much.I didn't want to go back home so I stopped in a park to play pokémon go.I sent a message to Maiki and he joined me.I have a good pokémon go buddy~
26Aug
- what to do
  I am not sure about what should I do.I don't have many options I guess.I have to decide soon.Mostly, I need time to come at peace with what will come next.
20Aug
- standing in a corner
  Looking at someone else's facebook profile I wandered,where was I in 2011?I went all the way back to the beginning of this blog.I could see how much I changedI could see how much my english hasimprovedI could feel what I felt back then and, embrace it accept it comfort my younger self who is still living in a tiny corner of meI could remember, from those posts I wrote with the only intent for me to remember, the life I was living at that timeI've always liked to live in my memoriesor to have memories to relive.Now I feel even more lucky.
- the end of summer
  As usual, after my birthday is gone, the remaining days of summer are filled with autumn-like weather and feelings.I like that.If it wasn't that before having actual autumn in japan I will need to wait for december.... And tgat is actuallt winter already.
06Aug
- look! it's august!
  I went to seoul for a short trip.It was too hotI wasted a lot of time waiting for other peopleI couldn't do most of the things I wanted to dobutit made me realise how much I love living in japan, how much I love my life in tokyo.Plus, I found shoes for my size.Next time, I'll come back with a better plan and schedule. Probably in a different season too lol
07Jul
- 今日は七夕の日
  七夕のお願いは何？I had so many ideas for today, but I couldn't realise any.I'd like to wish for better daysbut is only up to meChanging requires time and strenght.I'm getting there, I know.At least I can say that today too I tried my best.May all your wishes come true.
23May
- live
  I went to a live showto see a musician I've been following for a while.I meet up with a friend, and he introduced me to his friend who happens to be another musician I know and like.It was really weird, I felt really awkwardbut it was even better than what I expected.It has been a rough and difficult term at school, tonight was amazingly relaxing.Absolutely needed.I have some quick sketches I am looking forward to clean up too.it made me so happy
21Apr
- sometimes
  Sometimes I wishI was dead so all the pain would go away.Some other times, I kick that stupid voice that tells me it would have been better if I was dead and embrace all the beauty I have been doing for myself.I am living, I am strong.You might push me down, but you're not going to get me.
13Apr
- I still miss you
  There is really not much to say.I miss the friends who went back to their countries.I am not alone here but, everyone miss their presence.School is quiet, people are quieter and I am still waiting for them to appear from the side stairs door.Every single day I find myself waiting and peeping in their old classroom.
21Mar
- It's a little late for White Day
  I wanted to post it on White Day butmeh- time.This is so beautiful and my heart and soul feel better just by looking at the pictures.I have received so much love so far, I can't believe it.It feels like I could wake up anytime.(I haven't dreamed anything since I got to Japan so, maybe I am really in a dream)I'm trying to not eat all the chocolate and drink all the tea at once.I mean, tea amd chocolate and a portrait with a unicorn!That's the best white day ever<3
11Mar
- この家が静かになる。
  I'll stay in this house for a little longer.Even if the other girls are leaving next week...this location is convenient and I am really happy I can get cheap veggies at the Sabaya.A little scared to be alone tho.At school people start leaving too, Johnny left on monday but I still believe I'll see him on Sunday to play games.That's why I want to work more.Keep myself busy to not fall into the sadness of separation.Working in the weekends is really tiring and sometimes I have the feeling I'm missing so much...Then right after I don't feel like seeing anyone.I don't want to party, I want to make some money on my own and travel Japan.For my future I don't want to get stuck in tokyo.As soon as I can, I'll move out of this chaotic city.
27Feb
- あなたの幸せを願いします。
  We danced together Thursday.Friday he skipped his last day of school.I decided to see him Saturday instead of taking care of my fever.He will tell his last story on Sunday and I will give him the book and pen I bought for him to keep dreaming.I still have a week from Monday to get used to the idea that I will never see him again.Thank you coming into my life. For now I am happy.'cause knowing me, it must be something about bonding.
05Feb
- morning coffee
  In a parallele universeI wouldwake up next to youin the morningAnd make you coffee私の幸せは毎日にあなたの笑顔を見ることができる。
01Feb
- at the same time
  Three things I would like to say:You are so pretty,Can I kiss you on your cheek,Please stay.
16Jan
- confessions
  Yesterday I went to Roppongi.I wanted to do something different, something with good peopleI needed a change.I got told "You should be like this more often!"Like this how?Happy? I am getting there thanks!Or was that about the dress and make up?If it's the case, no thanks. I'd rather be my true self.I will probably smell the smoke on my clothes for a long time.I will probably be a good memory for a long time.
07Jan
- 誰の誕生日ですか？
  I went all the way to Haijima just to bake a cake.Everyone asked "Is someone's birthday?"and "What's the event?"They looked at me really confused when I answered"No one's birthday, no event. I just wanted to bake a cake. That's it"Someone asked "作る人？" and I didn't quite understand, so I turned to my friend and he said "She is asking if you are a Chef."I blushed.It was a good cakeEven if it wasn't prettyIt was a delicious cakeEven if it didn't sit in the fridge long enoughIt was a great experienceIt was a needed experienceBecause, after all this years of negativity and unsupportive comments, I could remember why am I love baking and I'm also quite good at it.It makes me happy!
31Dec
- summary
  This 2015How was it?For me, full of anxiety. Fights. Pain. Tears.Joy. Wonderful moments. Delicious food.Lovely meals shared with people I love.Amazing encounters. Crazy new friends.Some kind of romantic love.Thank you.
17Dec
- Sinking
  I went to karaokeAnd after I felt terrible.I need to take care of myself. This winter holidays will be the perfect time to do that.I will also start meditation.Anyway, I have to work on christmas eve.