Behold the oven hell of Beppu! Well, not the hell, itself, but the fabulously tacky sculpture near it.
Man, that trip feels like ages ago, even though it was just about a week and a half ago. Beyond getting up and going to work and leaving work, time's been pretty fuzzy lately. I go to bed when I'm sleepy and I wake up when the body's ready which is, usually, around about when the alarm would go off anyhow. Days feel a bit better without the alarm waking me up, though, and I feel a little better getting to sleep earlier.
Tonight, though, I might be up for a bit. I've been pretty beat all day - not sure why since I slept a full 8 hours without waking up in the middle - but I said I'm always available and I don't intend to turn off my phone when someone needs me to have it on.
It took me a long time to figure out the whole "listening" thing. It took me even longer to figure out that it wasn't my job to fix people. I listen, I answer questions directed at me - not questions directed at the Universe - and I stay honest when asked for my opinion. But I do remember, because that's part of listening, I think. When someone is sharing their pain with you, they're offering you a very special kind of trust, a piece of their life history that few, if anyone else, will ever hear about.
Yeah, it's kind of awkward, listening to someone in a way that feels like eavesdropping on a conversation with a personal diety, but I'm always amazed that people have that kind of trust in them, enough trust to let someone else be present for such a conversation.
I'm sleepy, so I think I'm rambling, but that's about the gist of what's cycling through my brain as I fumble toward sleep.
A glass of water, then to bed....









