To kick start this blog, I shall wish my nation a terrific "お誕生日おめてどう"! It's national day today. After forty two years of hard work, we have successfully developed into a prosperous and peaceful country. Not one government is perfect. There might be certain governing methods which some people might not approved of, but I thank God that that Singaporeans, especially our grassroots leaders, are able to unite as one to create wonderousl living for everyone here.

Back to my emo self.
I have so many desires and wants which are not fulfilled.
I want to learn drums.
I wish to learn Japanese.
I want to be a fashion designer.
I wish to wear fashionable clothes all the time.
I want to learn driving.
I wish I have a car.
I want to get braces.
I wish I can go Japan again and again.
I want to see Alice Nine.
I wish Singapore has four seasons. (That's crap!)

But above all things, I hope to fall in love with really, a man of my dreams. I do not know exactly what I am looking for in a guy but I believe when he appears, my heart would race even faster than a cheetah, my mind would be filled with images of him in different poses, my smile would be spread wide all the time. That would be blissful for me. Falling in love is said to fulfill a part of your empty heart, and right now a part of me is waiting to be filled colorfully. Sigh. When would the day come?

Wondering wondering wondering, till the day comes, the rose withers.