A lot of people have put trust in me and a lot of people were dear to me. My Grandfather died recently, he and I both knew he was going to. These past months have been hard, hard enough where I've decided to go on my own path and try to make my life better but the grass was never greener on the other side. I'm not at home anymore, in fact I left while back. Where I am staying is pretty much a secret for me~
Those that I've met online and needed a shoulder to lean on had probably forgotten me by now, it comes when being a fool. All my closest friends probably hate me right now.(ﾉ_･｡)
I can't explain all that is running through my head, but I wish to hell that I knew what choices to make. I don't know what has become of me... I need to think things over longer before I can come to a full decision. But I couldn't bottle up so much anymore... it hurts.
I'm to get off now, I have to sleep off a migraine.
I still love you all dearly, even if any of you decide to hate me. You all know who you are.