今更感
１０ヶ月もオーストラリアにいて何言ってんの？？という気もするが、英語がわからない。わたしの英語が伝わらない。ものすごい危機感。この半年、全く進歩が見られてない。（スピーキングリスニング）恐怖感。次の学期が始まる前になんとかする。日本には帰るが、仕事はセーブ。英語の方が大事。（とはいっても今回は特に人と会う機会が多く、日本語環境にどっぷりなのがこわい。）ああ、どうしたものか。こんなことを言ってる間があったら、英語英語。I wonder how I should improve my English, especially speaking and listening. This is quite a serious problem.I'd like to speak English while in Japan, but this time I cannot use Internet at home.English is a must here in Australia and my level of English is not the level where you can work here at all. I am determined to improve my level until next semester starts.I try not to work too much in Japan, as improving my English IS my priority. However, I will be meeting many people in Japan next month and I am scared to immerse myself in Japanese environment.How I could do.. I should have no time to complain definitely!!I may respond to your comments in English, though it sounds weird, as I have fear and a bit obsession that I must use English.
