Leave me be

Once upon I thought you were my life.
I thought the world of you.
Now I just wish we would have never gone that far.
I wish we would have just remind friends.
There was nothing wrong with it.
You stated you were in love with me.
I doubt it.
What we had was not love.
I think it was fear of bein alone.
We are not good together.
We cause more hate and more drama.
Why Stay together.
My heart only aches for us to be apart now.
I want you to go away.
I don't wanna talk to you for a long time.
I wanna be apart from you.
I want you to tell me the truth.
Not your half truths.
You say people tell you shit I have said.
But they swear they did not.
And you swear they did.
But the point with them is they have never lied to me.
So who do I believe.
My heart says you are lying.
My all says you are lying for attention.
Everything about you has been killin me for years.
I hate how we were so in love and now we are further apart than ever.
My heart just needs to heal from this.
Leave me be please.
I am to wore out to deal with you.
I wanna rest and de-stress.
Let me live my own life.
PLEASE!!

>Pomme<

I asked him this...

My guy friend who is in love with me.

and I do not use in love loosely.

He told my friend that he hopes we can be much much more in the future.

Well today I asked him what he thinks of our future together..

No I wait for him.


*sighs*

IDK what to do.

*Pomme*