Things have been genuinely terrible over the past few years, and they've gone from bad to worse. My mothers health has plummeted off a cliff, my uncle dies a lonely death in 2024, my mothers friend gets murdered last year, and my health has taken a turn for the worse, too. I've been told I need a bunch of hospital tests and other stuff done, and I got sent a letter last Monday telling me they suspect there's something really wrong with me. I broke down, absolutely sobbed my heart out, and things got to a point that even my brother put his arm around me. This hasn't happened since we were both kids.
I've been having such horrific stomach pain over the last week and my nerves are completely shot. I'm worrying about everything and still being told absolutely nothing. I've already been to the hospital (ironically the one I was born in and the one that held my uncles body in the deep freeze) and all I got told is I need more tests. That was last Thursday. I've got no one to even talk to about any of this. I've got no one whatsoever to confide in about all I'm going through and I don't know what to do.