Hello 
It's been a while since the idea dawned upon me that I should do something about my writing in preparation for school starting within a month. There will be tons of essays, presentations and paper works once I get to the UK. No time to be honest.
At the same time I've been stopped, afraid and worried about how to get started--how to crack my comfy eggshell. I almost wondered, "Does it really necessary to make any change at all?"
People always say, "I should do this for that." But only a very small portion of them actually go out and take up courage to do something to break the situation. Rather, they would settle in their own familiar space and endure what little they have. The important truth is: They are not unhappy, but they are very much satisfied with their unhappy looking hapinness they enjoy at ease.
We can say we should change anytime easily, but it is all up to us whether we actually do it. And that depends how serious we are at heart and how intense the yearning for change really is. We are tested by ourselves when we utter, "I want to make change."
"Saying is one thing, doing another" is what really is, to put it in a nutshell. So I make it a rule to keep my diary in English till my departure to gradually adjust myself. 
