Most people said that I haven't changed...
Yeah, I agree that my appearance have not changed at all!
However, my personalities have changed a lot....
I wish I could go back old days.
What did I do in the weekend??
How did I make friends?
Didn't I trust my friends?
I really liked people didn't I?
I always said that let's hang out!
I always stay inside because I do not like to hang out with people.
I do like a little bit, but not so much.
If people ask me like wanna hang out?, I say yes.
However, I don't ask people like "wanna hang out?".
What's wrong with me?
Honestly, I do not like to stay inside all the time.
But, I'm not brave enough.
I rather to stay inside, if I have to ask my friends to hang out.
Do I act like a nice person?
Yeah I think so.
Am I good at fake smile?
Yes, I do.
I can't trust anyone except few people.
I don't have truly friends here.
I don't know I can survive here.
I really feel alone here.
I am weak, I am not strong.