today was unexpectedly cute.

i never celebrate valentine's day (considering my lack of love life its understandable) and i'm not a fan of biiiiig extravagant gestures and roses and all that muck. it's a bit embarrassing and it's not like everyone needs to see all that. i've never been one to outwardly show my feelings like that so it makes me kind of uncomfortable...

but anyway,

anita was acting weirdly which is not new when it comes to surprises. miss obvious to the maxxxx. i was bracing myself for the worst, but then an unexpected twist and it ended up one of the cutest gestures i've ever seen (:

peterpancomplex.


yup.
he got me mac and cheese (toy story!!!) for valentine's day.
or at least, i think it was for valentine's.

but
HOW CUTE IS THAT?!

idk, i sound like a total freak but this is so much better than chocolate or flowers or anything. i genuinely felt more happy than when i got asked to winterball that one time (with balloons and a card and such).

although he didn't ask me to be his valentine and we were kind of awkward after school because we had eye contact and all but didn't really talk as much... i am going to just take it that way. hey, he came and hugged me bye before practice. WHY CAN'T I JUST MAKE SMALL TALK?! hahaha, maybe i'll text him in a bit.

i am actually not embarrassed to think about liking him, as i have been with every other person in the past. weird? maybe this could go somewhere. maybe i'm getting "in the game" as some people put it.

maybe......
this is the cutest valentine ever?
(: