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I know the term 'neurosis' isn't used scientifically any more but it's so much more easier to memorise than that psy-something thing but I'm still feeling neurotic, though not as much as before. I guess this a long term feeling, and hopefully, I'm not psychological neurotic. Hopefully this feeling can go away soon. =3
I don't feel like blogging in Japanese, so I'll blog in English for now, just for today, or maybe for the rest of my blogstay on Ameblo.
I'm really feeling neurotic, and probably, this feeling will not go away until I do what I want to do, or had done what I wanted to have had done, because I have been feeling neurotic for the past x days, probably a week already. Maybe it cannot be done any more, maybe the only way to do it is a time transission back to that moment of time. I'm foolish and silly. I don't know what's best for myself, and I am not a quick-thinker but at least I reflect alot on the past. But it's the past I'm always reflecting about, and definitely, I'm not thinking about my future. Yes, I have plans for myself and all but I wished I was some how, able to get back to the past, and change it. Even if it's changed, maybe I'll have my future my way. And even if can't have future the way I want it, then I doubt I'll have it my way even now.
Life can be really confusing but this is definitely life. To me, life is like a carousel ride. Some how, it goes up, down, and life definitely revolves the earth. That is probably what keeps the earth moving. I hope one day, I'll understand that I can never get back to the past.
ボークスのスーパードルフィー女の子「ミミ」可愛い、とってもすきだよ。(^ε^)♪
それが本当に本当に欲しいよ！（;´▽｀A``
貯金ね、とっても高いだから。(＠Д＠；
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