I´have worked in the middle of dessert for 1 month.
First 2 weeks were very easy, not hard.
Last 2 weeks were really hard, I got santan...but somehow I enjoyed these weeks.
Between those 2 weeks I was really deepressed.
I was disappointed with me.
I could´t talk at all. I couldn´t speak English at all. I could just keep quiet.
I had no idea to do for my English. I almost cried for 2,3 days.
Then I didn´t want to talk with mu family,
they reamind me Japanese.
So,,, I sent e-mail to my English teacher.
She is nice, she is like second mother. She always helps me.
She gave me answere immidiately like this.
"-- wait for the sun to come out in the fog.
You can't see it now but it is there and it will come out.
I promise you. "
This warm e-mail made me cry because I was happy.
and I noticed.
"Take it easy. I can believe that I will be abe to talk...."
Since then I feel better, and I was trying, trying, trying.
I love this words.
Sometimes, we have to comeover bad situation, difficult problem, doing you don´t want, or something.
I might think "I cannot do!!!" "I cannot comeover", but You are just in fog.
It will be over. You shouldn´t give up, you shouldn´t be upset.
And after that you will get new things.
So if you are in fog now, go ahead! take it easy! You will smile again.
Tsubasa :)