I have to leave here...

I don't know what I should do...


if somebody ask me do you like your family,i can't say yes....


until now I've never felt love from anybody.


At last I found real Love...... but is this misunderstand???


I don't know what is love what is ......


Do I look happy???


Everybody say i look happy....


I always took a lie by myself.so I don't know even myself......


I don't know really real my mind.....


KTya,,,, don't leave me alone.... if I lost you, where can I go.....

Who can love me.....

What should I do......


Wanna be happy w you always...... HOPE


these days I don't know why I've been stressful. but I'm happy,coz you said I'll give you money you can go to Taiwan to see your friend!!! The words made me so happy. I know I can't go.but that thing which if I can go or no is not important. Important thing is your heart. You really have warm heart my sweetie. Thank you ne☆

Feels like there are lots of anniversary ^-^ hahaha


This time is 1 year anniversary we have been together.



actually 4/7 but we both were busy so we went shopping today☆


we went to outlet in Gasan degital complex.



Kt thank you for T-shirt and sneaker~


first time we got couple things. a bit shy but it good 恋の矢 haha

We haven't dateing for long time.


Today! we went to Kangnam~ to go shopping.


It was fine day~ Sky also smile like us ^-^



We went to yunikuro. Kt wanted to go there. so we went.


I bought T-shirt~. and I bought jeans for Kt~ for 1year anniversary present!


He looks happy. I like his smile☆  Smile like this forever ok-?


Only go to kamnam though I had looooooooooots of fun with KTパンチ!

Today was graduate celemony day in Ajou uni.


I joined Kt's friend's graduate party~.


There are lots of Kt's friends whom I also know^-^



party! Ok! Let's drink~!!!


There are oni also.


so I got lots of Souju with him...........


yes coz Kt was there,I was so comfortable and drank too much....... hahaha


when I notice, I was already at home.


Yes! I lost memory~ yeah~~~~~ this is first time~~~~ my first experience~~~ hahaha



How old I am...... wondering~


Thank you Kt ~ I had a so good time dayo~


and.... I'm wonderting...... when I notice,,,, haha I was bomit..... desho~

and feart ~ hahahahaha so disgusting~


even like this. Thank you for being with me. You are my sunshineドキドキ

So long time I haven't plays snowbording!!! But I could go to snowbording w my kt~. He said second time. I was..... ??? so many times haha. My feeling is getting high~ feels like go to picnic ^-^ coz there are 6people~. We lent normal car and get on that car went to snowobording! It was so tight in the car but I think it is so interesting~ most of them were not good player,so that was nice! coz I could do with them~. Kt's skill was better than I thought~. He is a boy! so learn very quickly~ Thank you to Kt.coz of you I got very nice winter memory☆☆☆

今年は、2月7日が旧正月(旧暦の1月1日にあたる日)


なので、6日から韓国では連休~。


KTも実家に帰るという事で、昨日はまた私の職場の近くまで来てくれたぁ~。


仕事が終わって、家に着くまでの間、色んなことを考えた。

もちろんKTについて。


家に帰ると、部屋はきれいに掃除されてて、置手紙があった。

彼の優しさをとっても感じれたし、この人だ!って心からそう思えた。


と同時にいろんな思いから涙がでてきた。。。


彼と一緒に幸せになりたい・・・・・・


I met Lee today.


we talked about lots of things........


If I could get very big money, like 10000000000w

I think I can help Kt's family.......


How can I give them happiness???


How can I help his sister???


I don't have any power, that make me sad somtime.....



God, is this world everything fair?????


if what comes around comes around is true, I would like to do only good thing ofcouese.....


but it's diffecult.....


I want to be happy with Kt.


I like his smile. so also I want his family to be happy.......... what can I do..........






この前フライングで出会って1年記念をやってもらってしまったけど、


今日は300日記念☆


ちょっとお洒落して、会社へ向かった~。


昼過ぎ、KTがMSNで、今日そっちに行ってもいい?って言うから、

なんでだろ~と思いつつ、ディナー♪


サムギョプサル~。

この辺のとちょっと違って、おいしかったー。

いかも焼いてくれて~一人8500wとちょっと高かったけど、結果オーライ☆


帰ったら、ドアを閉められ・・・ちょっと想像できたけど・・・


ドアを開けたら、キャンドルと、ふうせんで部屋が可愛くデコレートされてて、

ハッピー300日~と言われた~。


かわいい~。とってもうれしく、ハッピーな1日でした☆


そしてケーキをろうそくのともしびの中で食べたよ♪


この幸せがずっと続きますように~☆☆☆

haha actually we don't know exactry date dane.


but 괜찮아 ~^-^


We have been together for 300 daysドキドキ


It's fantastic custom in Korea.



Thank you for going home earlier and came to Seohyeon to see me~


The Samgyopsal was yammy~ seefood was there ^-^


When I come back, I already knew you prepare something~ hahaha


You are so cute~ coz you locked the room~ hahaha


What a cute boy~


In my life, first time I got like this wonderful presentラブラブ


There were candle and balloon in the room........ Amazing~クラッカー


Let's be together with smail from now on too my darling~音譜