hey, i felt like a loser, emo freak yesterday... maybe it have to do with the fever...
it was the conflicting wave of emotions in my little head... the intense worries & regret that wat i said is actually hurting towards you when i meant no harm... and the inoculating unjust when the statement i spoke was in my own domineering style with no motive. i need to reiterate, NO MOTIVE! to made u feel bad...
i was sick and i love to believe u care. just that.... it was a corward complaint on my side... cos u dun owe me anything... but it does not mean u dun care abt me. i know u long enough to know at least that..
but i was disgusted at myself... the weakness in me.. i can't understand why i broke down so easily infornt of you.. i felt weak and vunerable which i hate... why i panic when i know you are unhappy... when i feel like it is sure a big deal that i step on yr toe.
the statements you made on my behaviour stuck a deep chord in me... straight away i know i am wrong... thanks for that wisdom.. and i say sorry for mine pathetic low blow on you drinking.. it was cheap of me.(hey, i really need to rethink my ministry...)
hey, it is true that you are my motivation to be a better man.. i have no prob with God, for i know he sees everything... i can;t hide.. but for you i want you to see a difference, in character, in strength, in honor, in intergrity.
and i told you, that i was prepared to tell u something last nite... something i have thot abt it for a while... something which i know u will be extremely happy to hear.. but very very diffcut on my part to do.... something which i cent bear to even utter when i lay my eyes on you yesterday,
Trust me... when i say u look good yesterday... it have never been so true... and the wisdom and spiritual maturity you are showing... i am so happy,,,
Relax, i know yr prince is on his way.... God is doing all the work behind... he will be better than anything u have ever dream...
I will not be jealous. no promise.
it was the conflicting wave of emotions in my little head... the intense worries & regret that wat i said is actually hurting towards you when i meant no harm... and the inoculating unjust when the statement i spoke was in my own domineering style with no motive. i need to reiterate, NO MOTIVE! to made u feel bad...
i was sick and i love to believe u care. just that.... it was a corward complaint on my side... cos u dun owe me anything... but it does not mean u dun care abt me. i know u long enough to know at least that..
but i was disgusted at myself... the weakness in me.. i can't understand why i broke down so easily infornt of you.. i felt weak and vunerable which i hate... why i panic when i know you are unhappy... when i feel like it is sure a big deal that i step on yr toe.
the statements you made on my behaviour stuck a deep chord in me... straight away i know i am wrong... thanks for that wisdom.. and i say sorry for mine pathetic low blow on you drinking.. it was cheap of me.(hey, i really need to rethink my ministry...)
hey, it is true that you are my motivation to be a better man.. i have no prob with God, for i know he sees everything... i can;t hide.. but for you i want you to see a difference, in character, in strength, in honor, in intergrity.
and i told you, that i was prepared to tell u something last nite... something i have thot abt it for a while... something which i know u will be extremely happy to hear.. but very very diffcut on my part to do.... something which i cent bear to even utter when i lay my eyes on you yesterday,
Trust me... when i say u look good yesterday... it have never been so true... and the wisdom and spiritual maturity you are showing... i am so happy,,,
Relax, i know yr prince is on his way.... God is doing all the work behind... he will be better than anything u have ever dream...
I will not be jealous. no promise.