It was something I desperately wanted, something I worked rather hard for.
But with a short and terse email, everything was ended.
And now I have to face countless questions from acquaintances, and to stand by watching the other girls take my place.

I wonder if anyone knows how much this hurts.

But I guess I'll just dust myself off and carry on.

(ノω・、)
Eating blood oranges now! Yummy~
Watched Clear's live and his performance was awesome.
My heart beat really really quickly...

Anyway, tomorrow's the final presentation for Marketing, so I can say goodbye to this subject from hell, soon!
I am updating my blog regularly... Just not at the place most people expect. hehe.
Today was an ok, leaning towards bad day, 'cos I kind of lost my temper? IDK, sometimes I really feel that my team mates think that my written work is not good enough? And in poly, if you don't look like you're contributing a lot, you'll probably die during peer evaluation time. FML.
I hope C is nice enough to not mark me down.