つい先日の満月の日、史上最悪に愚図る息子にキレてしまった 
The other day of the full moon, I snapped at my son who was throwing the worst tantrum ever.
よほど怖い顔をしてたんだろう。隣の畑に立っているマネキンの案山子を見て「怖い、マミーみたい」と言われてしまい、深く反省
I must have had real angry face, my son told me that mannequin scare crow from the farm next door looks like me and I reflected on that day very deeply.
がしかし、今日はやっと座れるようになった妹を押して倒そうとしたので、見てたＤＶＤを止めて注意すると、止められたことに怒り大泣き。
BUT today he pushed his little sister who just got to be able to sit by herself so I stopped the DVD he was watching and told him off, then he started crying because he got upset with me stopping DVD (or maybe he cried because he realised he did something wrong again...)
今日は自分もヒートアップしないように冷静に話かけてたけど、泣いて収集つかないので、１人にして妹とシャワーを浴びに…
I tried to be calm today and kept talking calmly but he just kept crying so loud so I just left him alone and went to have shower with my daughter.
シャワーから出てくると、顔色伺いながらも普通に話かけて来たので、わたしも気まずいながら対応しつつ、さっきの出来事とちゃんと謝ろうと諭してみる。
After shower he tried to talk to me normally so me too tried to respond normally, yet I suggested to apologise to his little sister.
すると、「○○ちゃんごめんね」って…。普段から謝るの断固拒否の息子がごめんて…
Then he said sorry... he usually deny to say sorry...
思わず泣けて来た。彼も彼なりに考えていたんだろう
エライ！エライぞ息子！頑固でプライド高い私よりよっぽど強い！
I happened to cry. I assume he thought himself about that while I was having a shower. I'm so proud of him! He's much more stronger and braver than his mother who's stubborn and has high pride.
今日も子どもから大切なことを学んだな
Another day of learnt from my kids an important thing.
The other day of the full moon, I snapped at my son who was throwing the worst tantrum ever.
よほど怖い顔をしてたんだろう。隣の畑に立っているマネキンの案山子を見て「怖い、マミーみたい」と言われてしまい、深く反省
I must have had real angry face, my son told me that mannequin scare crow from the farm next door looks like me and I reflected on that day very deeply.
がしかし、今日はやっと座れるようになった妹を押して倒そうとしたので、見てたＤＶＤを止めて注意すると、止められたことに怒り大泣き。
BUT today he pushed his little sister who just got to be able to sit by herself so I stopped the DVD he was watching and told him off, then he started crying because he got upset with me stopping DVD (or maybe he cried because he realised he did something wrong again...)
今日は自分もヒートアップしないように冷静に話かけてたけど、泣いて収集つかないので、１人にして妹とシャワーを浴びに…
I tried to be calm today and kept talking calmly but he just kept crying so loud so I just left him alone and went to have shower with my daughter.
シャワーから出てくると、顔色伺いながらも普通に話かけて来たので、わたしも気まずいながら対応しつつ、さっきの出来事とちゃんと謝ろうと諭してみる。
After shower he tried to talk to me normally so me too tried to respond normally, yet I suggested to apologise to his little sister.
すると、「○○ちゃんごめんね」って…。普段から謝るの断固拒否の息子がごめんて…
Then he said sorry... he usually deny to say sorry...
思わず泣けて来た。彼も彼なりに考えていたんだろう
エライ！エライぞ息子！頑固でプライド高い私よりよっぽど強い！I happened to cry. I assume he thought himself about that while I was having a shower. I'm so proud of him! He's much more stronger and braver than his mother who's stubborn and has high pride.
今日も子どもから大切なことを学んだな
Another day of learnt from my kids an important thing.