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Nnpt

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20Sep
- 19/9/19
  Right now, I dream.I dream of a time when I’m still myself.When I don’t tie myself to anyone.That time I think I feel happiness more than now.You know, I run.I run out from you because I’m scared.I’m as scared as hated of myself.I run away from you to meet him.I used him.As replacement.But,I don’t see him only as replacement anymore.He is still he. And you’re still you.I’m sorry.It’s like punishment.
06Sep
- 6/9/19
  It’s okay.I already decided.I decided to stop.I just want to be your normal person likes everyone else.I know myself that I’m right now is an annoying person.So I choose to stop.I believe this decision will make everything better.I’m too tired of myself and I still don’t want to be your one of many people for you.I used to think I want to meet you, just once.But deep down I know, it’s impossible.And you know, I realize for a long time that you aren’t a sincere person.But at that time, I choose to turn blinded.But not anymoreThank you for a new feeling you taught me.There is a time when I’m really happy when see you.But not anymore.
28Aug
- 28/8/19
  Just a lonely night.It seems I can’t sleep.In the past, when I have insomnia I used to look at the ceiling and waited until I fall asleep.But now, I like to look out of window.The moon in the sky seems clear, the light of traffic, the sound of silent.All of this calm me.And I wish,Wish that tomorrow will never come.What are you doing when you have insomnia?Wondering around? Look at the sky?Or just stare at the ceiling?I hope one day I will have a chance.A chance to hear your answer.P.
23Aug
- 23/8/19
  Today, I eat cookie&cream sandwiches after a long time.When I’m a child, when I came to this store with my parent I remember always eat it.I don’t even know when I stop eating this snack.But today I don’t know what I’m thinking when ordered it.Maybe, I just miss..Miss the feeling of happiness at that time.I hope you are doing well.When you’re stressed,maybe sweet can help you a bit.☺️P.
15Aug
- 14.8.19
  Today I’ve had my emotion hurts.It hurts, a lot.I’m almost cried, I endured it.But at the end of today, I feel better.Because of your voice.Thank you very much.I really like Wednesdaybecause of you. ☺️P.
10Aug
- 10.8.19
  This past weeks is kind of chaotic. I remember myself running around without rest. Especially on Monday which I didn’t even have time for lunch.Aww sorry my stomach.Not only problem for my poor stomach but also my mind as well. Because I have many worry right now. I know it shown on my face when my friend and senior said if I’m okay or not.“ Why do you ask like this?’ I said.“ You smile less.”Oh.To be honest, I smile very easily. It’s like only small thing that happended can also make me smile widely.I believe smile can encorage or make other peoples feel good too. Like happiness can connect to all around just because of one smile.So I smile a lot.But it looks like if my smile had disappeared ,it could have made others worried.“ I’m sorry.”“ You don’t have to. I just worried.” She said while patting my head.Ah.My eyes is itching.But I’m really happy right now.So I ended this conversation with big hug to her and smile widely.“ Thank you.” +++‘ You know? I really like you smile too.I hope one day I’ll be able to see your true smile.A smile from the true you.’P.
05Aug
- リブログ記事”皆さまへ”
  I’m so glad that you’re okay. I’m really scared when I saw your news on Saturday..Thank you for updated your blog!But your apology made me hurt a little.. It’s not your fault so please don’t blame yourself anymore. Please rest and get well soon! Thank you for telling us. ☺️