Monday, is it?
The first full week of school has finally begun.
I'm kind of worried.
Yet I don't know what I am worried about. | 壁 |д･)
Today I was treated by someone as if I really depended
on him/her. As if my life depended on him/her.
Then he/she commanded me to go to
him/her after what I was doing.
What is that all about?
I'm not a loner. I am not a weakling. I am not a slave.
Please don't view yourself too highly.
At least I myself try not to.
Friends are extremely important, but I can
depend on myself, too.
I think I'm losing him/her as a friend.
I have actually tolerated this kind of behavior
many times already and I'm disappointed in myself that
I could not change the person for the better.
My toleration of this type of person is ending this week.
If I keep being so patient with people, sooner or later
I won't know how to keep myself happy. Sure, I am
happy most of the time, but I have not experienced
true happiness in a while. I wonder if my daily
happiness is actually real.
Is it just me? Does my smile define me?
Nonetheless, I pray this week will be a not-so-terrible
one.
Now that I'm thinking, little things can amuse me.
Like what 英司さん and Bia told me. (*＾ー＾)ノ
Like watching Gatsby commercials with Jenn. (´∀｀)
and of course, my latest boom,
北海道ミルクソフトキャンデイ and Kirin milk tea.
Thank you all very much! m(_ _)m
♥Tiffany
I do pray インテツさん heals up quickly as well. I miss
his smile.
The first full week of school has finally begun.
I'm kind of worried.
Yet I don't know what I am worried about. | 壁 |д･)
Today I was treated by someone as if I really depended
on him/her. As if my life depended on him/her.
Then he/she commanded me to go to
him/her after what I was doing.
What is that all about?
I'm not a loner. I am not a weakling. I am not a slave.
Please don't view yourself too highly.
At least I myself try not to.
Friends are extremely important, but I can
depend on myself, too.
I think I'm losing him/her as a friend.
I have actually tolerated this kind of behavior
many times already and I'm disappointed in myself that
I could not change the person for the better.
My toleration of this type of person is ending this week.
If I keep being so patient with people, sooner or later
I won't know how to keep myself happy. Sure, I am
happy most of the time, but I have not experienced
true happiness in a while. I wonder if my daily
happiness is actually real.
Is it just me? Does my smile define me?
Nonetheless, I pray this week will be a not-so-terrible
one.
Now that I'm thinking, little things can amuse me.
Like what 英司さん and Bia told me. (*＾ー＾)ノ
Like watching Gatsby commercials with Jenn. (´∀｀)
and of course, my latest boom,
北海道ミルクソフトキャンデイ and Kirin milk tea.
Thank you all very much! m(_ _)m
♥Tiffany
I do pray インテツさん heals up quickly as well. I miss
his smile.