I decided to put this one after the other on purpose, so that it doesn't just kill the mood.
I just got a new toy, this should make me happy, right?
If I asked the question, then you know the answer: Wrong.
It's because of yesterday maybe, but I simply feel like shit. Well, it's a combination of events, mainly my being tired with what happened yesterday. What happened? I got my ass handed to me in a battle of wills. And now, I feel terrible.
Today too, because I was distracted by having had a new tablet, and because I'm not used to this new way of taking notes, I couldn't follow the Probability lecture at all. All I did was copy whatever I saw like a robot. Not once did I truly understand what I was writing.
Of course it's disappointing, of course I'm disappointing in myself.
Sigh, and this is after everything I said yesterday huh? Well, let's make what you said true. Let's give it out best regardless of what happened.
Let's pretend everything went nicely today, and let's give it our best shot.
After all, I did write it, didn't I?
"I want to become someone I love"
It's a bit embarrassing, but let's try and become that person. Yeah, I'll try.
So, on that, see ya for real
Btw, here's a pic of the tablet in question:
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I just got a new toy, this should make me happy, right?
If I asked the question, then you know the answer: Wrong.
It's because of yesterday maybe, but I simply feel like shit. Well, it's a combination of events, mainly my being tired with what happened yesterday. What happened? I got my ass handed to me in a battle of wills. And now, I feel terrible.
Today too, because I was distracted by having had a new tablet, and because I'm not used to this new way of taking notes, I couldn't follow the Probability lecture at all. All I did was copy whatever I saw like a robot. Not once did I truly understand what I was writing.
Of course it's disappointing, of course I'm disappointing in myself.
Sigh, and this is after everything I said yesterday huh? Well, let's make what you said true. Let's give it out best regardless of what happened.
Let's pretend everything went nicely today, and let's give it our best shot.
After all, I did write it, didn't I?
"I want to become someone I love"
It's a bit embarrassing, but let's try and become that person. Yeah, I'll try.
So, on that, see ya for real
Btw, here's a pic of the tablet in question:
Nope, it refuses to load