Cannot remember when did I download this app.
  I am not Japanese. 
  I don’t know what is it and how to use it. But it looks like something like blog. 
  Actually I may make it my own world   Anyway no one knows me here. I can write down all my bad mood and my bad thinking cause no one cares who I am. 
  My secret is that I am a girl but I break up with my girlfriend recently. Really sad for me. Oh. From September but now it is near November. A really hard time for me. Cry every day. I love her so much. But I know we are impossible. 
  Just now I read a blog that is also written by a lesbian. Looks like she is so 幸せ suddenly I am sooooo sad. 
  I am so jealous she has a happy life with her gf but I am not. 
  Every day. I am in an endless sadness and tears. Maybe I can never meet love anymore.