I see people around me
they wanna be like the people that is prettier then them.
they wanna make or use style like them...
They wanna change their self into someone they are not..
gals especialy... for example. chinese gals wanna be a Japanese girl ..or even korean .. they dress up like that..
they try their best to look like one..
but all i can say they are not who they are.......... i dont know..is what i see here too.
I wanna be someone.i wanna be ME . someone that no one is.
Weird me..but i like weirdo's .. i dont like normal..
normal bored me ...
i cannot be normal ........... i grow up to be NOt normal ...in away i was trained to be someone ..NOT the same as others.
I loved sports..i love guns..i love fighting ..i love high place.. i love wild animals TIgers I love lepoard !! i love the uniq part of the world.
i hate ants but when i saw them working i always smile ..cos they are working together to bring food to their home.
it's amazing how world is..
back to the topic.. i want people to be them self..
THEY DONT HAVE TO DRESS up or CHANGE Their style..for the sake of others.
I AM crazy ..cos i dont set my self as Rock chick all the time..i'll loosen up .. i'll not use make up when i go out
i wont care i even use a loose pants for good ness sake .
It's just i wanna be me .. I'm making my self happy!
I know if i try my best to be the best for someone eles..
i get stressed out
and i wont be happy!! cos i hate it when i stressed out cos of WHO i am OR WHAT I AM..what color i am..yes this happen ........ even i was working
or even trying to talk to some Malaysia band or artist they'll judge u how u look people.
stupid i say !! dont forget who u are or where u were from.You'll never be pretty always or handsome always
there's always a bad day even one day .
Cos human is never perfect NEVER .
we want to i know ..it's human nature to fight for the best..
but do it to much u hurt ur self
not doing it too u hurt your self.
so why human is sooo hard to pelease ?? ... just remember 7 deadly sin...
We can never have enough ..even we have it..
for example..if the person i truely love is in love with someone eles..and he's happy for once ..i would want him to be with her.. n me ..hurt?? hell yes..but for the sake of happines..seeing his smile i know i'll be happy later on too.
And i know some . will fight like hell to hurt the other party...........
but is that the right thing???
now in this world >.< i no longer know what is right and what is worng ..all we live for our self..not for anyone..not even for the person u love .
I hope that.. we could be someone that we WAnt ..and be happy.................
but i do know..some who are happy for being like someone eles........ which i know i'm not.. i'm pretty and even u say i'm not it's none of ur business!!! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY FUCKIN FACE!!!! YEAH!!
I LOVE MY SELF !!MUAHAHAHA girls n guys who think i'm a bloody bitch..then be ready for worst..now ..
if u be mean to me in my mails.. i'll blast words u wont like..
I told thins to many people.. i can be an angel and i can be a devil too.SO beware of me.
by kitty ..at work feeling better!!