i just decided...

i just decided, i don't wanna be a lazy shit anymore... so...
-try to help people... but how? o.o
- i will learn some english and italian. maybe i should read some books...or something.
-continue to losing weigh~ cuz i can do it.fuckyeah.
- DRAW DRAW-
- cut my hair~ i can't change my ugly face but i can have a nice haircut LOL.
- ohh and... i have to forget him. (!!!!!!)

ffuu. i would like to write, a lot of things, i just don't know how...ok nevermind.

summertime.

yeah it's fucking summertime, and i'm sitting in front of the computer~ but i regret nothing haha.

ok i worked for a few days, it was kinda hard, but i bought my OWN mobile phone *.* i mean, i worked for money, and i bought it with my own money ... ~ i love it *.* shinya kuun :3

i just recognised that i'm fucking ugly as hell and also fat. but no problem, cuz i forever alone~ the bigger problem, is that everbody hates me ~ but i'm ok with tthat, i hate myself too, it's just sad x3

LOL ok.~

omg.

i don't really know, why i did an ameblo account, maybe because i have a lot of time to do such a things.
soo... what i did today hmm...
LOL nothing~ i wanted to study some history for the exam but i'm tired with those wars >_> and i don't reall give a shit about this exam.

yesterday i thought about what i would like to do this summer

~make a lot of pics about budapest.
~going out more often
~lose weight
~watching a lot of anime
~make friends (>_<) (this will be the hardest thing)
~yelling less with my mother.
~maybe to buy some new clothes.


lool my english is sucks. xD