“Dear neptunus, aku mencintainya. di depannya aku menjadi diriku sendiri, seperti airmu yang selalu membawa semua pesanku, diapun begitu. membuatku hanyut oleh sorot matanya, membuatku lupa oleh kesedihan rasanya, sampai aku tak bisa katakan apa-apa padanya. bahkan untuk sekedar bilang rindu atau butuh..banyak yang nggak ngerti lalu terluka dan saling menyalahkan. karena itu aku takut berbicara tentang hati.maka kutuliskan saja, lalu kusimpan dan ku kirimkan ke..entah kemana..”


― Dee Lestari
A thousand words couldn't bring you back,
I know because I tried.
Neither could a thousand tears,
I know because I cried.
You left behind a broken heart,
And happy memories, too,
But I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.
No matter the distance,
It's as of existence.
It's not hard to see
That you and I were meant to be.
I love you so,
But now I must let go.
Forever you will be
The one and only for me.
You left behind someone
That really loved you,
For someone, who couldn't possibly
Love you the way I do.
I prayed for the day
That I would say, "I do,"
But it's not hard to see,
That day will never come true.
Dedicated to the one I loved most in
this world, but did me so wrong. Cut,
you will forever be in my heart. I love
you so much, how could you put me through
so much pain... an unanswered question,
not yet do have a clue.
the saddest form of sadness isn't gloomy colors,
of the peaks of the night at 4AM.
it isn't rolled down sleeves or a constant frown of Dismay.
The saddest kinda sadness doesn't look like sadness at all;
Because the saddest form of sadness is a smile,
plastered on despite the tears beneath.
it is the afternoon``
with its colors full of vibrance,
yet fading away if you look closely enough.
the saddest kinda sadness is not really sad at all;
for it is beautiful in human ability to mask a hundred tears behind a single smile
I don't understand why some people are so arrogant and look down to others.
I don't understand how some people manage to lie in grudge and not forgive the people who have mad mistakes and apologized.
I don't understand the fact that some people hate me and make fun of me when they don't even know me in person

But the things is, I don't need to understand.
That's the beauty of it
All I need to understand is that people are different, so are their personalities and how they choose to live their lives.
All i need to understand is that i love my life, so i shall remain positive and happy regardless anything else.