why?? | Dream, Hope and Love till you stop breathing:)

Dream, Hope and Love till you stop breathing:)

恋愛・勉強・日々のできごと

ちょっと距離を置きたいって言った数時間後に、

i realized that it was a bad ideaって言ったのは誰?

you sent me a text with the titleºI LOVE YOUº and a looong heartful honest message.

なのに、何でその後のスカイプで思わぬ方向に話しが進んじゃったの?

i never thought the skype would end like this yesterday...

i got so emotional from the middle of the conversation that i don't really remember what i said to you.

なんで2人で大泣きしながらスカイプしなきゃならなかったの?

ain't i supposed to be the one who's crying? i'm the one who got dumped.

why did you say that you still love me?

that i'm one in a million?

that someone you'd never want to let go?

then don't let me go.

saying "i'm sorry" doesnt help AT ALL. it even makes me feel worse. its a lot better being hated.




why do we have to return to {friends} when we still love each other????




i wish we were living closer. if we werent in a long distance relationship than this problem would never had happened. ;(

I'm having a lacrimal disorder.