you can never know what will happen
one of the most happiest moments can suddenly change to an awful disaster.
now i feel like im torn into pieces that its really really hard for me to bear
i don;t want to admit that i/ve just lost something very very special
what an awful timing knowing that he's coming over to japan in just about a month.
how am i going to see him without being emotional and burt out with tears?
i''ve never felt someone so special
i feel so lost
im just hoping that we can be together again