いてほしいときに いてほしい人はいない


話したいときに 話したい人はいない




自分のことを本当に大事に考えてくれる人といたいと思う


友達でも 恋人でも 誰でも・・・


自分のことを価値ある人間として思ってくれてる人といたい




私のことを失っても構わないと受け取れるような行動・言動をとる人とは

一緒にいたくない


私のこと傷つけて・悲しませるような人とは一緒にいたくない




お互いがcareし合い、尊敬し合い、happyに気持ちよくいられるような人たちと

一緒にいたい




だけどなんであなたは・・・

私のこと平気で傷つけるのに 話したいときに いつもそこにいるの・・・?

失ってもいいように見せかけて 私のことをなだめて やっぱり離れられなくさせるの・・・?


いろいろなタイミングが 私の考えを惑わせる・・・



神様、あなたは今私にどうしろと教えてくださっているのですか・・・?




誰といる定めなのですか・・・?




もうわからない・・・



if you were here with me...please tell me what to do...



ただ今は・・・ 誰になんと言われようと 会いに行こう・・・


今決めた  やっぱり 会いに行こう・・・




それでまた傷ついたとしても 会わないよりはマシだと 思うことにしよう



やっぱり 好きなんだ・・・ 


自分でも嫌になるくらい 本当に本当に愛してるんだ・・・



he said u make a silly problem every day


he said u are a kid


he said he wants me to grow up




im always thinking which a kid is...


i don't want to be treated like a kid because im not


i put up with his behavior even if he hurts me


he is selfish and thinks only himself


he says he loves me but i don't think so

(if i say so, he says 'u hurt me, say sorry' though...)


if u love me, u can understand me


u can accept my feelings and try to let me understand


he is like this... 'The pot calls the kettle black'


he always blames me coz he thinks he is always right




why ? why u r always like this...


we don't have a enough time to be with in here


Do u understand that ? Don't u think it's waste of time ?


i just want to be happy with u


i just want to spend a good time with u


u r the most mysterious and incomprehensible person i have ever met




sould i say sorry to u ?


i don't think i was completely wrong though...


im tired of this relationship


i like u and miss u so much but i can hardly keep it any more


it's too hard for me




and im sorry but i think u r a kid more than me


i think u should have a big and warm heart more than me coz u r older than me by 7 years !!!


plz don't say 'as u like' or 'as u want' coz i hate it


plz don't use the angry face mark any more





i participated in Gold Coast Marathon.


it was my first experience to run 21km.


it was hard for me but i did my best !


i had decided not to stop and not to walk and i did it.


i'm really proud of myself.


i feel great and i feel i can do whatever i want.


i feel i can live happily by myself.


i think it's time to cut all the bad relationships around me.


i wanna go ahead straight away to my future.


i wanna spend my time and my life with good friends and good people.


i have to be strong even if i wanna rely on someone.


nobody can make me happy but i have to make me happy by myself.


i won't give up to be an ideal me.


i wanna focus on me and my future and brighten it by myself.


i like running because it makes me normal and lead me the right way.


i'm really appriciate to be able to join today's marathon.