finally, i graduated from school on August 31,2012.
it was so long time for me, but i really think that time is fly.
living in another country for 1 year was not easy for me.
it was not only happy time...
because when i started to study English in school my conversation level was 100 and
i couldn't understand almost anything, even meaning of " Do you understand ?? "
so, after i came back home from school, every single day, i cried a lot.
just i worried that after 1 year, i might not be able to understand and speak anything...
one day, i had been crying for 1h 40min during Grammar class in outside ...
( i know, i'm think too much and worry too much person. lol)
so, i tried to avoid all japanese students to improve my English, even though they were so nice people.
of course my heart was so hurts.
and, i moved to SantaBarbara.
i also spent hard time there.
i had a lot of problems, but i had to explain the problems and describe my feelings because i moved there to speak only English.
in May, i spent the hardest time i have ever had.
i lost my most important person in my life.
i had been crying for 2weeks and couldn't go to school.
and i had to decided the hardest decision.
no one won't understand how my feels.
but i had to go to school because of VISA.
because i got the warning many times..
however, there were so many my friends in school.
i laughed a lot with them, shared amazing time and had unforgettable good memories.
i was really helped by yours. really really thank you so much..
since i came here, i have met more than 400 people in my school.
i couldn't be friends with all of them, but now, my friends are my treasure.
and i remembered everything that i had good memories with my friends.
and i had the greatest teachers in my school.
they are so amazing, really.
i know a lot of their nice and funny parts.. sometimes strange... lol
but i really thank them and i'm really glad to have them as a teacher.
thank you so so much.
finally, i was able to get " my " certificate.
it has soooo big meaning for me.
( i got a warning many times, so i didn't know if i can get or not until my last day in school.)
i really really wanted it for my friends, teachers and especially for him.
i didn't want to disappoint them because my English was improved by them !!!!!!!!!!
since i came here,
how many times did i say " Nice to meet you" ??
and, how many times did i say " See you again" ??
finally, my turn.
See you again.
thank you soooooooooooooooo much for meeting ,teaching, helping me, giving good experiences and everything !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will never forget you guys and this experiences.
special thanks :
now, i'm ready to go backkkk !!!!
finally, i can see my family, even if there is no him anymore.
( since last September, i haven't talked on the phone and seen them even picture !!! )