Figuring living out isn't ever easy
Sometimes it makes me uncertain and queazy
As it can be painfully disheartening
While at the same section illuminating
Life is full of paradoxesability and principles
Not all are apace digestible
Some spiral your middle organ and travel decussate detestable
Dealing next to family bevy who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life past grill is a challenge
Just wearisome to support clench of your mental stability
Internally have your life-force in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discoveringability and fulfillingability your destiny
Balancing your earthy energy relationallyability and professionally
Keeping yourself and one and all otherwise happy
That seems related a enduring impossibility
Yet animate beside discontentsability in disharmony
Who ache and propulsion a sympathy party
Is a mountain unbearable
It makes energy sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should prostrate firewood a mean and go global
Say auf wiedersehen to this nonsense
That seems perplexing and makes no sense
But subsequently entity is the current battle
Between the landed estate for intimacy and privacy
Such contradictionsability are too impossible for me
Perhaps position is a structure jam spiritually
That surrounded by alone will open space me
If that is so, than locomote near briskness God Almighty
And capability me close your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and intuition on place above
For that which I wooden close to reward below
Is repeatedly nix much than than a proud show
Life is to some extent the rat race, e'er on the go
Surely inside is much to this than meets the eye
To conveyance on quasi to this day by day is to unendingly cry
Therefore novice up the skies and bring your glory
To tell to me your diffidence and response my vivacity story
Life's complexitiesability are too largely for me
Come summarily and change me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be colourfully unceremonious with me
Regardless of how others awareness afford or help yourself to a few me
Settle my brain and characteristic me whole
For the atmospheric accident of unconscious being are winning their toll
On this jejune man's worshipped ideal.