Yes, I went on holidays and I'm back...sadly I'm back to work and to everything.
I was with my friends and my lovely and cute and precious and amazing niece. There is 2 couples and I... I love them but I felt weird. I mean, I was the single... I'm always the single even having a boyfriend (the last one lived in another city and we never went on holidays together...whatever).
I faced that I'm f**king single again! and I don't want to change it... I don't think I want to change it.
I always wanted to have my own family but right now, I feel that it is going to be impossible but in another way I've my niece... like I'm feeling the most pure love for a human, she is just amazing, clever, lovely, funny and she loves me...so what good I've made to have such a little human loving me? I've no idea but I'm very lucky.
And my friends, they are my family, we get along super good and we love the each other and take care of the each other. I couldn't ask for a better family, I'm lucky.
Maybe I'm not going to have kids or a partner but I've them and my niece, they are on the top of my world.
