can't see

I'm down.

I don't even know how to express it right now.

I just can't see it.

I mean... I see what I'm doing and the way everybody else is, but there's something I can't see.

Some things are not the way I want.

I know that's the life, but some of them are so hard to deal with.

I don't know how to control it.

I cried. I cried to myself a few times this week.

I can't cry to somebody else.

I'm too tired.

疲れた…

自分と周りに対しての苛立ちが大きくなり過ぎてる。

I'm a minority.

I see things from the different point of view.

There's time people don't understand me, the way how I think and act.

When they don't understand my belief-- how I think the way it shoul be, it makes me cry...

根本から違うのって、結構きつい。

I'm not homesick at all.

I just have been struggling and I'm starting to get tired.

I know I'm strong enough to get over this... I have to be confident of what I am.