I had tried both Western and Chinese medicine
Yet they do nothing to ease my condition
At first, I thought that I had astriction
However, it's not that simple
I had searched the Internet
And I found that I might be suffered from Irritable Bowel Syndrome
40%-60% sufferers may feel down and even melancholic
There is no specific cause of that
Some suggest that it is related to diet, nerve or pressure
I am not interested in why I suffer
I just want to know how to recover
In fact, it totally disturbs my daily life
And I dare not to stay in the crowd now
I feel uncomfortable and anxious
Since there is no specific medicine for healing
I need to change my diet and adjust my emotion
Nevertheless, I have no idea what should be included in the diet
Worse still
I can't clam down when I feel strained
No matter how hard I've tried to
Because of that
I've asked for many sick leaves
And I don't think that I can go to school tomorrow......
Though I really crave to get back to my normal school life
Especially when I met my classmates incidentally this noon
(Oh~How I miss them)
After consulting the school social worker - Miss Lam
I have decided to see a psychiatrist next Monday
And other social workers the day after
Hope they really help me