I had tried both Western and Chinese medicine

Yet they do nothing to ease my condition

At first, I thought that I had astriction

However, it's not that simple

I had searched the Internet

And I found that I might be suffered from Irritable Bowel Syndrome

40%-60% sufferers may feel down and even melancholic

There is no specific cause of that

Some suggest that it is related to diet, nerve or pressure

I am not interested in why I suffer

I just want to know how to recover

In fact, it totally disturbs my daily life

And I dare not to stay in the crowd now

I feel uncomfortable and anxious

Since there is no specific medicine for healing

I need to change my diet and adjust my emotion

Nevertheless, I have no idea what should be included in the diet

Worse still

I can't clam down when I feel strained

No matter how hard I've tried to

Because of that

I've asked for many sick leaves

And I don't think that I can go to school tomorrow......

Though I really crave to get back to my normal school life

Especially when I met my classmates incidentally this noon

(Oh~How I miss them)

After consulting the school social worker - Miss Lam

I have decided to see a psychiatrist next Monday

And other social workers the day after

Hope they really help me