I feel sad and helpless when I receive my test paper during the Chinese lesson today

I have failed in my test again

It reminds me that I didn't do well in all my Chinese paper including reading,composition,cultural question and even oral these months

I am really afraid that I won't be able to pass it in the public examination later

Such negative thinking nearly make me cry

Yes,I acknowledge that I am not a strong person

Every little setback can lock me down already

However, I am not reconcilded to it

I was once good at that subject

And I know that I am just in the mize now

All I need is to find out my weaknesses

And try to improve them one by one

Although I have lots of subjects need to deal with

It's meaningless to think whether I have time for it or not

(In fact I am always think that it's impossible for me to finish all the things

And it turns out that I do nothing at all)

The more important thing is I should start everything right now

Just follow my own pace

Step by step!