I feel sad and helpless when I receive my test paper during the Chinese lesson today
I have failed in my test again
It reminds me that I didn't do well in all my Chinese paper including reading,composition,cultural question and even oral these months
I am really afraid that I won't be able to pass it in the public examination later
Such negative thinking nearly make me cry
Yes,I acknowledge that I am not a strong person
Every little setback can lock me down already
However, I am not reconcilded to it
I was once good at that subject
And I know that I am just in the mize now
All I need is to find out my weaknesses
And try to improve them one by one
Although I have lots of subjects need to deal with
It's meaningless to think whether I have time for it or not
(In fact I am always think that it's impossible for me to finish all the things
And it turns out that I do nothing at all)
The more important thing is I should start everything right now
Just follow my own pace
Step by step!